God has chosen me and you!!!!!

God has chosen me to do things for him. He has called me. ME? ME! ME!?! It is a scary thought that God has chosen me to do anything with my past. and possibly my future. But he has, and he knows what he is doing. He has given me talents and opportunities that he has not given anyone else, and by me not doing them an using them, I am disrespecting God. And that is the last thing I want to do!! He also wants to search my heart and find a heart like his. This is hard to wrap my mind around, because of all the things I have done in my past, and because humans are so far away from being perfect that somethings I want to forget, I am reminded by, either of my own accord, or someone keeps reminding. It gets very frustrating and makes it hard to remember that no matter what, God loves us and will forgive us. He knows us, our past our future and our present. If he can see all that time and find something to love about each us, shouldn’t we too!!

A Closer Walk

My life is not what I thought it would be.
There are trials and tribulations I thought I would never have.
I always thought that having God in my life would make everything perfect.
Sometimes it makes things hard.

Just a closer walk with thee.
Trials and tribulations I will see.
Though through them all you will be.
Just a closer walk with thee.

It seems that just when life starts going great, something happens.
A trial or tribulation that God uses to teach me discipline.
Handing my life over to God is difficult.
I know how I want things to be, but God has different plans.

Just a closer walk with thee.
Trials and tribulations I will see.
Though through them all you will be.
Just a closer walk with thee.

Because I see things one way, and God sees them another way, life can be hard.
I never knew it could be this hard.
I just have to remember that God loves me and only wants what is best.

Lead me and guide me. Love me and teach me.






November 3, 2006

It has been almost a year since I last blogged. I am going to start again with my writings. I hope these touch you in some way. If they do, please let me know by sending me an email. God Bless!!

Sister

I am a sister, whose brother is known
by almost everyone.
I am a sister, whose brother gave his
all for me.
I am a sister, whose brother talks
to our father.
I am a sister, whose brother understands
my desires and wants.
I am a sister, whose brother died
so I could live.
I am a sister, whose brother lives
in my heart.
I am a sister.
Jesus’ sister.
November 26, 2006

Daughter

I am a daughter, whose father is the
best father ever.
I am a daughter, whose father only
wants what is best for me.
I am a daughter, whose father loves
more than all his daughters.
I am a daughter, whose father disciplines
because he loves me.
I am a daughter, whose father listens
to my fears, my dreams, my hopes.
I am a daughter, whose father gives me
what I need, not what I want.
I am a daughter.
God’s daughter.
November 26, 2006

Faith

Faith.
What a glorious thing.
Belief.
In an all-knowing God.
Hope.
That we will go home.
Joy.
At the thought of what home brings.
Love.
What awaits us at the door.
November 25, 2006

Red:White

Red
The color of blood, Jesus’ blood.
The color of dogwood blossoms.
The color of the sun
coming up in the morning over the blue ocean.

White
The color of purity and peace.
The color of dogwood blossoms.
The color of the crescent moon
hanging in the morning watching in awe
as the sun fills the sky with light.
October 15, 2006